You were never Really Happy. It was always a battle of wit and will. There were definitely days. Some better, some worse. I guess that's where we are right now.
I want you to know that I have always loved you. You don't need to question that. I was never clear about you, though. I think that is why I never really committed myself to you. I was always afraid that I would be flapping in the breeze, left to the dogs, etc. etc. But you have always had my heart.
So, this is goodbye then. I suppose I always knew that this day would arrive...and perhaps because of my knowing, it Has Arrived. I have learned a lot from you. I even got that thing that we always joked about...you know? That Thing. No one ever could figure it out. You would be proud. It was great.